2005 — 2026

EXIT BLUE

Exit Blue was seven guys in their thirties with kids and day jobs who decided to heal the way they did in high school: by playing loud music together.

Recorded in 2005 at Cornerstone Church, their self-released EP sold about forty of its thousand copies. The rest sit in boxes. Twenty-one years later, guitarist Andy Dosh and Todd used AI to finally mix the songs the way they always heard them in their heads.

Audio A/B Comparison

Flip between 2005 and 2026 without losing the beat.

Each song here exists in two forms: the 2005 original, recorded in a church studio on a budget that would make you wince, and the 2026 remix, rebuilt by Andy and Todd using tools that did not exist when we were young.

Hit play once. Both versions start at the exact same moment. Toggle back and forth without stopping or resetting the track. You are hearing the same song, answered by two different eras.

We recommend headphones. And we recommend an open mind.
01

Killing You

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Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Woke up dazed and struggled out of bed
This stain on my heart still messing with my head
Divided I decide to spend my time
Between things from above and things I still consider mine
But I know you know everything
You aren't deceived by my fraud offerings
So right now I lay face down
And I begin to bleed
Plead!

[Chorus]
Deep inside your heart is killing you
It's killing you
Sick and tired of what is killing you
It's killing you

[Verse 2]
And just when I think it's gonna be alright
Assuming trying times have plagued my mind
A troubling thought runs though my brain
An idea not of you, but for my own gain
But I know you know everything
You aren't deceived by my fraud offerings
So tonight I fall down to my knees
And I go to war

[Chorus]
Deep inside your heart is killing you
It's killing you
Sick and tired of what is killing you
It's killing you
Deep inside your heart is killing you
It's killing you
Sick and tired of what is killing you
It's killing you

[Bridge]
Sick and tired
Sick and tired
Sick and tired
Sick and tired
Why'd you do this to me?
Why'd you do this to me?
Why'd you do this to me?
Don't you know it's killing me!

[Chorus]
Deep inside your heart is killing you
It's killing you
Sick and tired of what is killing you
It's killing you
Deep inside your heart is killing you
It's killing you
Sick and tired of what is killing you
It's killing you inside
02

Midnight Exit

Original + Remix
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03

Cold Static

Original + Remix
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04

Blue Hour

Original + Remix
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05

The Long Way Down

Original + Remix
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Exit Blue EP album cover — a high-contrast black and white city skyline
Exit Blue EP2005
Who We Are

This is not a reunion. It's a resurrection.

For twenty-one years these songs only existed one way: raw, rushed, and buried in a church basement mix nobody outside the band ever really heard the way it was meant to sound.

This archive changes that. Every track lives here twice — the untouched 2005 original and a 2026 remix rebuilt from the same source, note for note, with tools that finally caught up to what we heard in our heads. Nothing was re-recorded. Nothing was replaced. We just let the songs breathe.

7
Guys in the band
~40
Of 1,000 CDs sold
21
Years later

Personnel

  • Barry EngelmanLead vocals
  • Tom KuphalRap & vocals
  • Ryan GraydenVocals
  • Andy DoshGuitar
  • Todd WallaceGuitar
  • James WebbBass
  • Andy PaullusDrums
In Their Own Words

There were seven of us.

And even in 2005, we were not kids. Most of us were already in our thirties, already had children, already had jobs and mortgages and all the things that are supposed to kill the dream of being in a rock band.

But each of us grew up with a burning in our belly to use music as a way of healing, just like we had in high school and college. So the crazy idea came to pass. We wrote lyrics. We made guitar parts. We laid down bass. We put drums where drums belonged. We recorded everything in the studio at Cornerstone Church. And somehow, surprisingly, it all came together fast.

We ended up playing three main shows. We started at Crave, a high school and college concert venue that used secular music to communicate the need for the gospel. Then we got invited to lead worship for a thousand youth students at Ignite, a youth rally down in Des Moines. And finally, we opened for 38th Parallel, a band that saw real success in the mid-2000s. For a handful of grown men playing music we never thought anyone outside our circle would hear, it truly was a dream come true.

We sent our recordings off to Disc Makers, back when that was a thing. We remember getting our thousand CDs in a box and opening them like giddy children on Christmas morning, gazing at the beauty of the silver circle with our original insert and artwork.

We sold about forty.

I still have boxes and boxes of those CDs sitting in my house. And it is completely okay. I got to do what I had always dreamed of doing. I got to be in a rock band.

Fast forward to the world of AI. Andy, our guitar player, realized that uploading our old songs gave us the ability to completely remix everything we had done. For about three months, Andy and I reimagined and reheard the songs that had been living in our ears since the beginning, but that we never had the tens of thousands of dollars to mix properly.

What you hear before you is beauty and music to our ears. Some of it has been reimagined. Most of it has just been remixed.

None of this has been done with any thought of getting the gang back together. That would quite frankly be silly. Most of us are in our fifties now. Some of us are empty nesters. That would be something to laugh at.

But you need to know this has been one of the most fun things I have gotten to reimagine in a very long time.

For most of you, this song style will not lock in. I feel bad for you, because there is something about this sound that captures the seven of us. I hope in some way you are able to hear what we intended, or at least what we wanted to see happen in the mid-2000s. I hope you can hear our vision. I hope you can feel at least some of the angst and some of the hope that we meant to put in our music.

If nothing else, this has been a blast for us.

Enjoy.

— The seven of us

The Band

All seven of us.

Band photo coming soon

A group shot of the seven of us lands right here.

Exit Blue — Cornerstone Church, 2005

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